When I am studying hard of magicien de la terre, of Venice Biennale, of Francesco Bonami, of Documenta II, of Okwui Enwezor, where is Brecht, Martinetti, Grotowski, Brook, Artaud and my dear theatre. I don't know. The whole world of art is so strange to me. Is the term 'art' historically referred only to the visual culture? It shouldn't be the case, thought the modern system of art do not include theatre (I really feel bad about this), where is poetry? Embraced by the reliable arm of literature? How can I step my little foot into the Eurocentric art world and so called Bourgeois public sphere, namely, art criticism when I am being recognized as the 'Other'under their register and without much money in my bank account? Aiya...!!

Standing in front of all those deadlines, four of us in Gubbay suffer from every kind of shortage, no milk, no bread, no time, no sleep, because too many hea before...